I've been going to poetry slams and 'erforming'; if you will. I really love it, it really takes the emotions I had when I was writing the poem and gets it out of me. It's awesome. The last time I went, I really wasn't prepared though. I ended up reading poems that I wrote as I waited for my turn-didn't go over too well.
I haven't been taking like any good pictures, it sucks. I want a new camera, a really nice, big expensive one. That would be pretty sick. I suppose I should use my film camera but it's so big, it's hard to lug it around.
Yeah...So...life is hard, what else is new? Everyone's got something to go through, just turns out I have a bit more to deal with then my peers. I keep trying to tell myself they'll go through something later in life but I've been like this for years and I'd just like to be better. Maybe it's my fault I'm this way, well, i mean, 90% of it is. I just need some help with it and I'm not getting it.
Baaah